fairevil               

reia tan. literally.

what?! gahmen give us 4k oni?!





ooohhhhh so that's how i was made...

say AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



we moved back home from the hospital today. it was really hectic.
we shuffled between breastfeeding, cleaning her wounds, trying to get some sleep, packing, changing diapers, sterilizing her milk bottles, boiling water for etc etc purposes.
i have no idea how a couple can cope if there's no external help.
what if the husband is working too? how will the wife cope by herself? its crazy.
i find myself having a new-found respect for all mothers. its not like i didn't respect them before, but its just that i truly truly understand the emotions of being a parent right now, cos i'm going through them.
the love, the anxiety, the worries, the heart-pain, everything about the parent child bond.
if you can't find any meaning to your life, i think you'll find it once you have your own child. he or she will be your everything.



and at the end of the day, you know its worth it.

double eyelids? check.
big eyes like daddy? check.

Pisces Rising

You are very sensitive and can perceive others' feelings very quickly, but in such a way that they become your feelings. For this reason, it is a good idea to avoid being around negative people, because you will start feeling negative also. You are inclined to be idealistic, so it is important for you to believe in something beyond what you know with your senses.

Your imaginative quality may give you talent in art or music, or it may simply emerge as inventiveness and creativity that you can apply in many areas of your life.

You are very sympathetic to others. If someone needs help, you are there to give it.

You are not always very self-assertive, and you may be envious of those who appear to have more energy or who can push to get their own way. Do not envy them, because the world needs your kind of person also, the quieter people who try to make the world better for the rest of us.

Sun in Libra

You are warm and affectionate, and you enjoy being with people. Yet you are not retiring, in fact, you are quite strong willed and often the person in a group who makes things happen.

You like beautiful things and dislike anything ugly. Your love of beauty does not apply just to yourself. You prefer attractive homes and furnishings, pleasant scenery, and even art and music, in which your tastes may be unusually well developed.

Very often when you have to make a decision, you have great difficulty making up your mind. This is because you see both sides very clearly, and it is hard to choose between them. Your ability to see both sides makes you a very good peacemaker when other people are having an argument, for you can make them see both views also.

Sun in the Eighth House

A serious person, you know that you will have to go through many important changes as you grow. You are attracted to mysteries and to finding out about the deepest aspects of life.

While you are young you may not be able to distinguish between what is yours and what belongs to others. As an adult, however, you will probably make a career of handling other people's property or money; if you learned the lessons of your youth, you will be unusually responsible about handling possessions - yours as well as others'.

Moon in Sagittarius

You are an idealist who wants the world to be grand and good and beautiful. You want people to be good and noble and are very disappointed when they are not.

You are so concerned with the important things in life that sometimes you forget about little matters that really have to be done. You are very independent and resent anyone who tries to keep you from doing what you want.

You are optimistic and cheerful, and you can't stay sad for very long. Usually you feel good about life, and you try to make others around you feel that way also. People will like you for this.

When you are an adult, you will be interested in any subject that teaches you more about the universe and your place in it.

Moon in the Ninth House

You are always restless and looking for new experiences. Later in your life you may travel a lot just to experience as much of the world as possible.

However, your view of the world is colored strongly by your emotions, and your thinking may not be objective and clear.

The Moon indicates that you really hold on to whatever you learn, so you must be very careful about what you do learn. If you want to see the world, try not to be limited by the ideas you bring with you from earliest childhood.

Venus in Libra

You are a friendly, outgoing person who likes to have fun with others. You don't like to be alone, because you feel lonely very easily. Fortunately, people usually like you, so you shouldn't have any trouble finding company. In your efforts to get someone to like you, you should be yourself, not what you think the other person is looking for.

You like beautiful, graceful objects and fine clothing.

You may not enjoy doing hard work. But you will have to overcome this as you grow older, because everyone has to meet life's demands. You may try to get others to do your dirty work for you, but this would be a poor use of this energy. Instead, use your talent to make life beautiful for yourself and the people around you.

Venus in the Seventh House

You will always want to have a steady relationship that gives you a sense of being more complete than you are by yourself.

Even while you are young, you like to be with other people and to work with others rather than alone. You are far more concerned with harmony than with getting your own way. That is very useful, but you should learn that in some situations you must stand up for your rights in no uncertain terms.

You like to be with people who are attractive or artistic and creative. When you are older, you may marry someone who has these qualities.

Mars in Leo

You have a great deal of pride, and you enjoy doing things on your own initiative. An appeal to your sense of fairness brings out the best in you, and you will do anything to maintain these qualities.

At times you may act arrogant and domineering toward others. You can't always be first, but you have such a need to be a leader that it may be difficult for you to accept anyone else in this role.

You demand that others let you be yourself so you can run your life as you want.

You probably have considerable self-confidence and even courage, but you are not especially reckless. At best you have a good understanding of yourself, of your limitations as well as your strengths. In fact, you may feel uncomfortable with your emotions and weaknesses.

Mars in the Fifth House

You have a great need to express yourself and to be yourself openly. You say whatever is on your mind and let everyone know your mood. For this reason, you have a reputation for honesty, if not tact.

You put a great deal of energy into all your activities, but especially into whatever you do for fun. It is difficult for you to remain cooped up for long, because you get restless unless you are really enjoying your work. Basically you prefer play to work. As an adult, however, you may succeed by choosing a career that is really 'fun' for you.

may i present to you... rx9.







the parent child bond. i feel it now.

there's an organization in singapore which i feel utterly disgusted at.

its an organization that causes:
1. wastage of time
2. wastage of money
3. super inconvenience
4. endless grief to me and my family

there're so many things i want to criticize about this organisation but it will all be useless anyway. fuck this shit.

i just watched scandal makers on dvd... and realised the uncanny resemblance between these 2 korean celebrities.



ahn so hee on the left, park bo young on the right.




again ahn so hee on the left, park bo young on the right.


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... korean. lookalike. celebrities.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...