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Tuesday, January 01, 2013

sour start

posted by dark jedi @ 9:58 PM  
i need to stop thinking that what i would do for my grandchildren equates to what my parents would do for their grandchildren.

it just doesn't work that way.
regardless of what they say.
* and the story ends like this..

hello 2013 bye 2012

posted by dark jedi @ 5:46 AM  
5.39am on the first day of 2013 and i'm weirdly fully awake after giving the small one her night feed.
savouring the first few moments of 2013 in "peace" while looking back.

2012
the year of anticipation and arrival for rx2.
year i became a father of 2 with double the amount of duties and responsibilities.
pretty pleased with how the wife and i are managing.
dear if you are reading this please know i'm always proud of you :)
new year resolution for 2012 is a success. a year without cigs. i always knew it was mind over body.
company's getting some traction. hopefully we can continue to grow!

2013
rx1's first year of school in nursery... parenthood is going to start to get more complicated.
not a day goes by when i don't think of how to handle their adolescent years.
哎... 走到桥头自然直。i still have about 9 more years to think. rx1's mind works like mine.
i just have to figure out how to unlock myself.
actually i think the wife can handle her, since she can handle me.

hope for the hdb saga to end soon. taking so long zzzzz! where's my flat?!

all said, cheers to a new year ahead!

leaving a reminder for myself:
quote that hit me the most past year: only when we learn how to die then do we learn how to live.



* and the story ends like this..