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Sunday, April 07, 2013

坚持

posted by dark jedi @ 2:06 PM  
* and the story ends like this..

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

posted by dark jedi @ 1:13 AM  
the pain of the misunderstood is hard to bear.
* and the story ends like this..

Sunday, February 03, 2013

fear

posted by dark jedi @ 10:17 PM  

fear of the unknown makes the unknown unapproachable and hence the unknown remains fearsome.

embrace the fear such that the unknown becomes known and there shall no longer be any fear.
* and the story ends like this..

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

sour start

posted by dark jedi @ 9:58 PM  
i need to stop thinking that what i would do for my grandchildren equates to what my parents would do for their grandchildren.

it just doesn't work that way.
regardless of what they say.
* and the story ends like this..

hello 2013 bye 2012

posted by dark jedi @ 5:46 AM  
5.39am on the first day of 2013 and i'm weirdly fully awake after giving the small one her night feed.
savouring the first few moments of 2013 in "peace" while looking back.

2012
the year of anticipation and arrival for rx2.
year i became a father of 2 with double the amount of duties and responsibilities.
pretty pleased with how the wife and i are managing.
dear if you are reading this please know i'm always proud of you :)
new year resolution for 2012 is a success. a year without cigs. i always knew it was mind over body.
company's getting some traction. hopefully we can continue to grow!

2013
rx1's first year of school in nursery... parenthood is going to start to get more complicated.
not a day goes by when i don't think of how to handle their adolescent years.
哎... 走到桥头自然直。i still have about 9 more years to think. rx1's mind works like mine.
i just have to figure out how to unlock myself.
actually i think the wife can handle her, since she can handle me.

hope for the hdb saga to end soon. taking so long zzzzz! where's my flat?!

all said, cheers to a new year ahead!

leaving a reminder for myself:
quote that hit me the most past year: only when we learn how to die then do we learn how to live.



* and the story ends like this..

Saturday, May 12, 2012

happiness

posted by dark jedi @ 3:23 PM  
happiness is knowing what i'm working for.
happiness is achieving satisfaction at work.
happiness is coming home to a family waiting for your return.
happiness is coming home to a meal lovingly cooked by your wife.
happiness is spending time with people who want your attention.
happiness is spending time with people whom you love.

i'm super happy.

* and the story ends like this..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

a minor setback

posted by dark jedi @ 4:59 PM  
that might as well be a blessing in disguise.

i'm appalled at the way you handled the situation.

it was your last chance of proving yourself to me that you can be trusted on a professional level, not to even mention on a personal level.

but i probably shouldn't even have given you that little chance, because deep down inside, i knew it was going to be the same outcome anyways.

and we parted with you owing me something.
something that you haven't yet learnt to give, probably because you take us for granted so much.
something that you should have given without any prompting.
something that any other normal decent human being would do.

you mentioned something about learning how to communicate properly.
it starts from this thing that i mentioned.
this thing that you owe me, your brother tim, his wife, and my wife.
and until you do this thing, i will cease to communicate with you.

because its time you learnt by yourself, and not be taught by others.
* and the story ends like this..

Monday, March 14, 2011

a bold step

posted by dark jedi @ 8:17 PM  
this week marks the beginning of a new era.

you don't know what lies ahead until you take the step forward.
and step forward, i shall.
* and the story ends like this..